Pipe Dream

I thought making you proud

Would make you come around

Little did I know I was meant to be a wasted curve

I have been walking around you in circles in hopes you would see yourself treat me like a circus

You might not like who I am but I do

You made a line and I was only to walk on the alignment

Had to prove myself when I wasn't done figuring myself

Kept all my heartbreaks to myself

Kept all the pieces of my shattered faith to myself

Was afraid of what you'd think I am turning out to be

Choking every second on the life you chose for me

You might not like who I am but I do

I'm walking in a haze, feeling anytime I will accidentally jump off the edge

Slowly but finally I'm letting go off the heavy hands on my shoulder

Making the best out of the waste I am

One day I'll say I am happy how things turned out to be and mean it

You still might not like who I am but I do