Another Monday
I promised I would start today
I watch my work like a vigilant hawk
I would rather master it or just gawk
At times I don't let go of trivial things
Will take them to the grave with me
Other times I don't give a damn
Yeah I got trust issues so hard I don't even tell myself the tales that carved my heart
Push myself until I feel the throbbing inside my eardrums
I give up when I don't see any results
I question my progress
I question my abilities
I want to rise above it all but won't stop pulling myself down
I soak my heart in the paint of self doubt and listen to self help shit in the morning
I will break my back to become a bridge between someone's earth and space
But would not lift a finger for myself
I see the world through borrowed eyes but never with mine
I am a lab rat and I am my own scientist
I have a tape over my lips when I cross paths with the people who have discolored me
I don't stand up for self
Karma will do its magic, is what I believe
Drag myself out of good things thinking they are too good to be true
I would set my stage on fire the next day by setting up an electrical wire a night before
I am too impatient to be patient
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