Fluorescent

I used to clench my jaw with tears in my eyes for stopping myself from saying words that would bring you disgrace

I thought a life without enemies was the best

little did I know a life with scroungers is worse

I used to sit back and nod for you to like me

Pretending to like a boy for you to invite me

Pouncing on your half eaten apple

Would jump from bed in the middle of my sleep if you needed help

While you ghosted me for days

I would burn my house if you needed warmth

Layers of creams to hide my pockmarks

Starving myself to get skinnier legs for a matching dress

Wanting to be a trophy for a guy I wouldn't dare to accept as a consolation prize

Would stand between you and your enemies as a bridge because you wanted to keep your enemies closer

Now you and her spew your solipsistic behavior on me with synchronized knees

Hilarious how I'm useless because I'm out of your regime

You pushed me into a dark room

Ignorant of the fact that my blood's fluorescent

Guiding me through the darkness

Look at me now I'm playing with fire

Dancing on water

Eating the mud cake and the sprouts

All you are capable of is flout

The pack died and the lone wolf survived