Where are we going
We did all the grinding
The failure pushing me towards substances
I know what I am isn't defined by these instances
The fog in my brain has reappeared
All I see is all I've ever feared
Mumma hold me tight
I didn't turn out to be so bright
The truth stripping my insecurities and layering it into the reality
I want to push myself from the wall
However I know only I'll be there to pick myself from the fall
There was no light in the room
So I pushed the roof
I can see the sunbeam but I don't feel the gleam
These scattered wires of my brain
are wrapped around my body like an iron chain
Making it hard to breath
I know I want to surrender underneath
Everywhere I reside over and over once again the fog rides
Burning me under the skin
The only thing my vision sees is the darkness surrounded by fear
I want to cry but I am unable to shed a tear
I'm sinking
And I don't know where we are going
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